so what's up?well well, now that spring break's over.. everybody's stressin over P-R-O-M. yes, prom. it's in like a month so every senior girl is stressin over their dress, the limo, hair && make-up, after-prom, pictures blah blah..
okay well i went out of my way just to get my dress, right? so of course my dress is SOOOO cute. when i ordered it, i thought it was gonna be blue and poofy. last thursday i went and tried on the dress.. they never told me that the dress is "irridescent" so instead of being blue, it's like a purplish bluish color. it's poofy but it's just not what i was expecting. im not gonna say that it's not what i wanted because it's pretty cute. it's just that it was not what i was expecting. i went to the bridal store with mary and steph and the moment steph saw the dress, she freaked out and was like "that looks just like my dress." SWEET. our dresses look VERY VERY similar :( that night i hung out with derek and met his family by the way. i met his parents. OMGG i was sooo nervous. but derek said they really liked me :)
anyway so i came to school yesterday and i was talking to amanda about my dress. i asked her how her dress looks like. apparently, WE HAVE THE SAME EXACT DRESS. different colors but same everything. HOW PERFECT?? shit.
so im like bawling my eyes out because that's like every girl's nightmare. but then i realized there's only so many ways you can make a dress so people will all look the same.. so oh well. im over it now. i mean im still upset but really, it's not all about the dress. im goin to prom with a boy who's crazy about me and i think that's all that matters :)
HOW AM I ASKING DEREK TO PROM?
well since he's a junior, he can't exactly ask me to my prom.. so im gonna ask him to MY prom.
i'm getting a HUGE box and lots and lots of pink balloons. i'm gonna make the balloons look like pigs.. like im gonna put ears and nose and everything. then im putting the balloons in the box and since i already talked to his 5th hour teacher, im gonna put the box infront of the classroom and i'm gonna write on the board
"DEREK, MY MOM SAID I CAN TAKE YOU AS MY DATE WHEN PIGS FLY... open the box"so when he opens the box.. the pig balloons are gonna fly and it'll hold a banner saying "PROM?" on it :)
aint that cute?? hahahaha YAYYYYYYYYYY im excited!!
im asking him on monday!!
Posted By
twisted.pink at 7:29 AM
boyfriend.girlfriendwell haha download that song by c-side. it's pretty fuckin amazing :)
anyway so i was just talking to pao a little earlier and we talked about some things.. it was fun.
i heard some MAJOR gossip but i love it :)
uh so boyfriend.. well i guess im about to get a boyfriend. his name's derek. he's 17 and he goes to my school. he's a junior.. we've been talking for a while now and like back when i was still friends with chelsea, he was talking about asking me out last week. well, we never got to hang out last week so we hung out last friday night and... he didnt ask me out. idk whats up with that but im confused as hell.
but really he is so cute. i think pao is the first one who's at least seen a picture of derek hahaha oh well. he looks really young haha right pao?
anyway, i dont feel like updating. maybe later :) hahaha
Posted By
twisted.pink at 11:37 AM
about that.so about that post before this..
i just think it's so funny how the world works.. how it all works out the way it does. before i found derek.. i had no one. and then after waiting for a while, derek came along and of course.. someone else comes into the picture at the same time. i mean, WHY COULDNT THEY HAVE COME ALONG ON SEPARATE TIMES?!
seriously. i mean, SERIOUSLY.
and the worst part is.. i've become the person that i never wanted to be. i've always said:
"how can guys just hook up with girls and think that there wouldnt be any strings attached? how can you use someone and then just leave them hanging?"
and
"how could anyone even think of cheating on someone? if they want to hook up with other people.. then don't have a girlfriend or a boyfriend"
HOW GREAT, HUH? of course i got in those two situations at the same time. i sure do know how to ruin something great.
i finally found someone who truly likes me for who i am.. someone who likes me with a passion.. someone who is crazy about me.. someone who couldnt sleep because he cant stop thinking about me.. someone who tells me hourly that he misses me and wants to be with me so badly.. someone who tells me that i am beautiful.. someone who tells me that i am special to him.. someone who tells me how much he likes me everyday.. and yet here i am.. i found a reason to hurt him.
yeah maybe i haven't yet.. but of course it will. no matter what i do. no matter how hard i try to state the fact that we STILL are not together.. it will still hurt him.
Posted By
twisted.pink at 10:58 PM
:'(wow. i sure do know how to ruin something good, dont i?
I MISS DEREK!
4 more days and he's back home :)
Posted By
twisted.pink at 8:59 PM
oh boy.yeah, oh boy. the boy's name's derek. omgg i cant even begin explaining how much i like this kid. like im starting to really really like him like A LOT. i swear he's the best thing that's happened to me so far in 08 :)
how did i meet him? well we're both in accounting class and i sit like right next to him. he's so funny and sweet oh my god. im really upset that he's leaving for north carolina for spring break though. that's an entire week of no derek :( but because he's leaving for north carolina for a week, he let me borrow his jacket. i've been wearing it since i got it.
today i was texting him and i told him that i might go to Fraser with Chelsea
Derek: what the hell is in fraser?
Russel: this guy that we work with
Derek: lol threesome
Russel: oh yeah we're so plannin on it
Derek: sarcasm i hope?
Russel: haha yeah dont worry
Derek: i wouldve been jealous
aw he's so cute. AHHH
anyway.. i gotta go. i'll keep you guys updated i promise :)
Posted By
twisted.pink at 11:56 AM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
OH WOW
what do you know? it's been too long since i last updated my blog.
crazy things have happened. UGHH.. i wish i could just tell you guys everything that's happened for the past couple of months in one post but there's just so much to tell.
sooooo updates, updates. don't worry im gonna touch base on everything. SCHOOL, WORK, FAMILY, FRIENDS, and LOVE LIFE (too bad i dont have one haha)
so let's see..
SCHOOL:
my classes this semester are all blow-off classes.
i have:
1st hour- Guitar
2nd hour- Interior Design
3rd hour- Accounting II
4th hour- Family Relations
5th hour- Peer Tutor
6th hour- Psychology I
so those are my classes and take a good guess which class is the hardest of all? GUITAR. wow, who knew? by the way i have a playing test coming up on monday. SHOOT ME. well anyway, guess who's in my 4th hour? HA garrett. what a surprise. well well enough about him. moving on with life...
WORK:
i now have two jobs. i work at Fitness 19 and it's the best place to work at haha i see all the hottest guys workin out and shit, so haha i love it :) andddd recently i got hired at abercrombie so now i get to work WITH the hottest guys. *cough cough* model materials :) :) :) soo im excited coz i only work on saturdays because those are my only free days but i still get to keep my 30% off discount! amazing!
FAMILY:
constant fighting about spring break. well, im going to Panama City, Florida whether they like it or not so oh well. it's about umm $800.. no idea where im gonna pull that off hahaha but whatevaaaa i'll figure something out.
FRIENDS:
everything's perfect. mary is the bestestestestestestfriend everrrr :] haha who else would skip school with me? HAHA so basically we would just skip school to eat breakfast or eat lunch orrrr go to lifetime and chill at their hottubs! :) perfect! i love us.
LOVELIFE:
nothing, end of story. HAHA justttt kidding. well see, i've moved on from garrett somehow and now someone new came into the picture and well, now he's gone too. jake. my sadie's date. he's cool and all that and i mean i did like him for a little while but then i figured i didnt wanna get too attached because i heard he was trying to get back with his ex-gf and true enough, today i found out they are going back out.
hm, maybe it's just me. i attract the hottest guys in the world and when they're finally this close to me, i tend to drive them away. like for real. brendan, garrett and jake. i got them right? for a little while and then when we're this close to being in a relationship, they pull away. FANTASTIC.
anddd if you're wondering about who the boyfriend was, his name's robin. we went out for a month and then on our one month i broke up with him HAHAHAHA bitch, sorry :]
anyway, long post. maybe i'll update tomorrow after i work or something. KILL ME
Posted By
twisted.pink at 2:55 PM
