Two nights ago, I was inside my room and I got THE box. Haha. THE box contained letters of people to me from when I was in 6th grade till my last few days in the Philippines. And of course I got the handful letters from Jappy first since it was the one on top. Haha. I arranged it from the very first letter she gave US and then to like the last letter from her I actually managed to keep. I’m pretty sure it’s not like complete.. because I know I lost some of them. Pano naman kasi si Jappy. Hindi marunong mag-bigay ng letters na maayos. Haha. So basically her first letter, may pa-shy shy pa ng konti kasi samin dalawa ni isay un eh. Haha. So anyway, as I read some of them (her first 38428934 letters were really long.. so I didn’t wanna read all of them) I saw the most-dramatic letter of Jappy! Hahah.. the best naman talaga Jappy ung letter mo na un. (as if she can read this. But whatever) haha. That was the time when she took her dad’s gilette blade and cut herself. She cut “DIE” on her stomach if I’m not mistaken. She was ay, omg. Nevermind. Haha. Masyado syang nag-drama nun about someone. Haha. Now I remember taking the blade from her. And then I actually kept it. And then of course, we had the “i-thought-you-were-mad-at-me-kaya-hindi-kita-pinapansin-kasi-nahihiya-ako” moment. That was like the part where we weren’t talking to each other because we both thought that the other one was mad at the other one. it was such a waste of time. It started like around October and then I finally talked to her around February when I told her I was leaving for the US. Then that’s where we found out how stupid we were because no one talked to the other one. but she told me that she was gonna talk to me. She was planning to talk to me already but I was always with someone. So she got shy “daw” haha. And then around January, I was gonna give her back the letters she gave me.. but I kinda backed off because I don’t know. Somebody told me not to do it. Pero If I did, siguro mas maaga kami nagkabati. Haha. So anyway, I kept the blade for a long time. And then when we finally started talking to each other again, I thought I would give the blade back because I wasn’t able to return the blade to her before we got into a fight because.. well, I knew she might cut herself again. and sadly.. I lost the blade. Haha. P1.50 ba isang blade? Utang ko un sakanya ngayon. Haha. But I super had a lot of memorable moments with her. Kahit one year lang kami naging close. Most of my sleepless nights.. she was the one who was actually with me. I would remember those nights where we would text each other even though we’re sleeping. Like in the middle of the night, we would wake up just to text each other.. non-stop texting un. Haha. Kahit na recollection day nila. Which was an overnight activity. Haha. Tumawag isa samin sa isa then we texted each other parin. Tapos I needed clothes for Sept. 30. foundation day ata un. And PAMU had to present “Do you hear the people sing” from Les Miserables.. and of course,, I had to ask her if she had black pants na basta. Super kakaiba and then I had to borrow a red shirt din. And she was my savior. Haha. Nakahanap siya. Hinalughog nya yata bahay nila. Pati room ng mom nya. It was super funny. Kasi next day pagkuha ko nung mga damit.. it smelled like her. It doesn’t smell bad or anything. Pero kasi may certain smell xa na when you smell it, you know it’s her.. tipong cara garde. Haha. So kahit nalabahan ko na xa.. amoy Jappy parin. Annnddd… she borrowed my watch one time because she can’t last a day without a watch, eh she forgot hers.. so 5 months after she borrowed it,, her scent was still there. Haha. Omg. I also remember those days when I would watch MYX tapos I would sing with Jappy. Sabay tatawag c Kaye sa kabilang fone line. Haha. Sila narin ung pinag-usap ko. Pinag-tapat ko ung magkabilang fone. Nag-usap sila. But since pareparehas kaming wlang three-way.. imagine my pain from talking to two people at the same time talking about different things..: and then of course, I had to sing with the both of them narin. I just remembered.: I just wanna go back to Phil. Super..:
