i'm feeling better than last friday. but i'm not feeling better in general. like.. i still feel sad because of what i found out last friday. but the worst thing is i don't even know what to do.:(
i just talked to jon's brother last night. i know will because we we're both on the same choir class last year. and he's pretty cool. i actually liked him before. but i can't steal him away from my cousin who's like obsessed with him. it's sad because he liked her junior year.. then she liked him senior year. gee.. people. but they never told each other. i just asked will last night. coz i was curious!! but yeah. so i know will and we're good friends so he's kinda helping me with his brother. well not really because him and jon aren't close anyway. but he's just telling me what to do if i was gonna do it to him. anyway, i found out a lot about jon.:) he's a real goodie-good. i mean,, idk. me and will get along fine because we're both bad. lmao. but no really, jon rats on will. like will was in a hurry to get to graduation rehearsal so he was 10-15 over the speed limit.. and jon told their mom. funny.:) and then on their vacation at hawaii, a wave smashed jon down.:) lmao. i wish they were my brothers. how ironic.. i was a mormon before and then we switched to catholic because Assumption Antipolo is a catholic school. and will and jon are mormons. omg. will is like the black sheep of the family. haha! bad will!! but on christmas break.. when will gets back here from utah, we promised to light a tennis ball on fire! OMG. i am soooo excited!!!! i'm really excited.:) and we'll be drinking too.:) last night he was like "i see what ur trying to do here, you want me to get drunk and then you'll be taking advantage of me and my drink." i was sooo laughing my ass off.:) i was like "the taking advantage part, that i don't think so...." then he was just laughing and then i was like "fine fine. u got me! i was gonna take advantage of you.. now i can't do it anymore." and then he was just like "i knew it!!" we had such a fun time talking to each other last night. but then we both had to go because it's 2 here and 12 there. so we had to sleep!!
but last night, maybe i got drunk from drinking labatt beer so i was walking to the bathroom and since it was dark.. i can't see well.. so i walked straight and BAM. there goes my head. banged it on the door!! i just stood there for like 6 seconds then went in!! i wasn't thinking!
