so i dnt know what to do. basically im over jon and i like karl and i just simply want to erase all the drama that i created between me and jon. now i have this friend emily, we hated each other but now we are like really good friends. she's nice you know? she's just really nice when jon's not around.. when jon's around she kinda freaks out and she draggs me with her. i mean, she's a really nice friend and all but i just don't want jon to think that im part of everything that emily does. like for example, today.. we saw jon and kyle after school after they worked out.. so we passed by them, said hi and everything and went to the doors since we were waiting for her dad.. we could've come out if we wanted to.. but emily just waited for jon and kyle to go out first,, and then walk behind them. gosh. it's crazy because i don't want jon to think im part of this. especially that i don't like him like that anymore and things are still not good between us. and then emily called jon and confronted jon about all these crazy stuff that happened between them. omg. it's just weird.. coz i really don't want to cause drama between us because i know that i've caused way more than enough drama.. and i totally admit that. so idk what to do because i like emily as my friend.. but i just don't like it when she freaks out about jon.. and i went to emily's house today and god have mercy their house is freakishly HUGE. not even lying here they're so rich omg. they have a grand piano, xbox 360.. and they don't play it on a tv.. they play it on a huge wall using a projector.. crazy emily. haha. they have a dog.. and their house is just BIG. omg. BIG. haha.. they also have a porsche. what u gotta say about that?! it's crazy because her dad architected the whole place and it's crazy. it's big and huge and omg. crazy. HAHA.
another thing... karl and i are in very good terms although it's kinda awkward because he knows that i like him.. and it's crazy.. i face him on 4th hour.. U KNOW HOW AWKWARD THAT IS?!?!? omg. hate hate hate.
i just wanna see karl tomorrow. and oh, i got a 59% on our govt. test. great.
