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Sunday, October 22, 2006

what really happened....

about the whole karl incident.. karl said sorry to me and said that he wasn't part of any of it and yeah.. he gave me a comment on myspace that said:

happy birthday. i hope u understand that it wasn't me that wrote that.-KARL

so i messaged him when i saw that comment.. and this is what i said:
thanks. and i KNOW that u didn't write that.. but it's just really confusing coz when emily read the note during 4th hour, she went up to you and was like "way to break it to her" or something like that and she said that u said "i had to" and i heard u signed it-- so meaning u approved of it. and she called me up and told me that u said u didn't know what it said.. so it's really confusing for me right now because of what's going on and idk if the note's true.. i mean.. idk if the note said all that i needed to know.

i didn't know that he gave me a message too. so this is what his message said, although i didn't reply to it anymore since i sent him a message already.. the suject is "IM SORRY":
hey i'm sorry about that letter that was given to you. i don't know if you heard but i DID NOT write the letter. darren did, and he thought it would be funny to do it and he didn't know that it would turn into this. none of that stuff in the letter was true. i hope you can forgive me (even though i had nothing to do with it) and i hope we can still be friends. I hope you have a good 16th birthday, and a good 3 day weekend! -KARL

so he replied to my reply to his comment:
well i never wrote the note. nothing is true on it. i didn't sign it, darren and i have the same hand writting. and when emily went up to me, she just started saying something and i didn't understand so i just made something up. if i had know at the time any of this was happening, i would have put a stop to this. i'm really sorry and i hope we can be friends still. and i'm really mad how all of this shit happened and i never was a part of ANY of it

and so i replied.. but he didn't reply to it anymore. since my reply was like a whatever reply.. like it's not like im waiting for him to reply for that. he can just read it. but after 3 hours.. he messaged me again out of the blue.. and this is what it said:
hey i'm glad we've got things settled. whats your cell phone if we ever need to talk sometime. oh and by the way i hope your enjoying the big 16. -KARL

i think my reply to that was:
oh im enjoying it alright. but whatever, here's my number 248-495-****.

so i gave that to him.. and uh.. i finally asked him if he likes me or not and this is what he said:
yeah i like you its just that i'm not into being in a relationship or anything. so i guess you could say were good friends. sorry if i upset you at all.

so now, im basically really confused because i don't know if he likes me and just doesn't wanna be in a relationship.. or he just likes me as a friend.. coz u know, it could go both ways... and i really want to confront him about that. but i dnt knw if i want to.

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i watched the football game last friday and i was with kevin, joe, james (sparky or sparkles), emily battaglia, lauren, liz clowes, alex, brian daugherty, this one sophomore girl sarah, and some other guys that i know but i don't know.. HAHA. well anyway.. so i was walking with kevin.. and dundundun.. guess who i saw?! KARL. i saw him and i asked liz to go with me.. to do the "walk infront of him" stunt.. and i did.. and i pretended that i was looking for someone.. i know he saw me but i just didn't care to say hi. then, after the game.. i saw him again with darren, ryan, jordan and like the whole 4th hour people there.. but i didn't say hi again.. haha..:)
well, anyway so lauren and emily likes brendan hunt, right? and u know how he's in my 2nd hour.. so we're basically friends.. but we're not really the hugging type of friends.. so i saw him at the game and i was liek "BRENDAN HUNT!" and he was like "oh hey..." and then he gave me a hug.. i was like mmkayy.. but i was like "being a loser now?" because he was walking by himself.. so funny. anyway, so when i turned around i saw lauren and emily.. and they're like "what was that hug for? haah. u didn't even introduce us?" i was like "i didn't see the hug coming.. but dang i should've introduced u guys" so yeah it was just fun..

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i hung out with emily jones yesterday.. and we just played cards then xbox 360.. and of course.. i beat her again.. numerous times. i always beat her. she's like no match for me. HAHA. but it's funny coz she keeps on trying and when she's wayyyy behind, she'll restart the game and im like wth!? but she still loses.. so it's funny. we also tried to do cartwheels-- in which we both suck.. and we tried to play tennis.. and i swore to never play that game again. but she made me anyway. so she saw how bad i am. then, we ate dinner and cookies.. then watch the DETROIT TIGERS!!!!!!!!!! yeah.. i think they won last night.:) haha.. it only took 22 years. but whatever.. they WILL win this.:)

oh. i am so tired. my mom asked what i want for a birthday gift and i sai i want a digital camera... so idk if she'll give me one.. or not. idk.

Posted By twisted.pink at 8:17 AM