.:nO cLuE:.

i think i forgot to update yesterday.. haha. idk. i didn't even check when i updated last.. but im guessing it was saturday? idk man. but anyway, so it's monday and im not like happy HAPPY, but cmon things aren't as bad as they were like few weeks back. and emily and i had a little heart to heart talk today. it was pretty fun. well, the word isn't fun.. it's more of like.. i enjoyed the talk. coz we talked about how we grew as individuals when we got into this whole argument. it's like the little time that we didn't talk each other.. i guess that gave us some space.. and during that whole space thing, better things had come along. i for one had my own little issues fixed, i learned my lesson and i just knew what to do. for emily, she stopped thinking about jon, and basically i convinced her to talk to caitlyn again.. and idk.. things are just so much better for us now. we probley didn't grow as much as we wanted to.. but it was enough to just BREATHE and chill.

PANIC!
i don't know which fone to get.. i don't know if i should get a sidekick 3 or the new blackberry pearl. The Blackberry pearl is cheaper by like a hundred bucks and has more features than the Sidekick 3. but sidekick is just really really cute. but now that i think about it, i really want the Blackberry Pearl. and i've asked people and they said i should get the Blackberry pearl since it's cheaper and has more features than the sidekick 3 and it's cuter than the sidekick. and they also said that in some some time, they will make another sidekick 4.. so sidekick 3 will be just trash. unlike, if i get blackberry, it'll be there for like quite sometime..
but here's the deal.. i guess i would try both fones.. each for 14 days and then see which fone i want.. if i want the sidekick, i'll get it.. if i want the blackberry, i'll get it.. so the 14 days trial for each will help me choose which fone i want..:)