SHE'S SO FAKE; A MISTAKE--- IT'S OVER BEFORE IT EVEN BEGAN.
i am sooooo f*ckin through with that bitch. seriously. okay, so basically this morning, i tried to be the bigger person and mature about the situation. i know that emily and i have been backstabbing each other behind our backs. so i admitted my mistake and made up my mind to say sorry to her this morning. so i saw her, and how ironic is it that we both curled our hair on the same day. WE BOTH HAD CURLY HAIR IN SCHOOL TODAY. and when i saw her i was like "somebody give me a hair straightener!!!!!" haha. but ok, anyway so i saw her and i was with lauren and i went up to her when she was taking back her stuff from liz's locker because she was moving out again.. so i was like "hey, uhm.. i admit that i've been talking stuff about you to other people and i know that it's mean and bitchy.. but i'm sorry." she goes "that's nice.." and started walking away. i was like BITCH, YOU BETTER BE KIDDING ME NOW!!
story.. part 2: she was like bestfriends with sarah cobb and they started fighting beginning of this year. so she moved to our locker area.. and now that we're fighting, she moved back to her locker area. funny because she said she doesn't wanna talk to nadia because nadia is another dramaqueen, but now she talks to her. and she hung out with Melanie Petrusevski today randomly and melanie came up to me and she looked terrified. she goes "she's randomly hanging out with me. she called me one day and started telling me all her problems." and i was like gosh, she's soooo pathetic. it's not even funny. like seriously, she just can't be mature about this and stop using people. she doesn't even have any friends so she just starts talking to people randomly. she lost 3 friends in 10 weeks span of school. she lost sarah cobb, christina mcdonald and me.:) hah. see, im not the only person she's done this to. she also lost caitlyn and kim frendberg last year. and she thinks that she's still friends with kim but kim is soo annoyed at her. OMG. SOOO MUCH FREAKIN DRAMA. i hate it.
ABOUT KARL: i really didn't talk to him today.. fine. i didn't talk to him AT ALL today. i'm giving him space. because i think it's the only right thing to do right now. i think that giving him space would make us grow as friends. and i think it'd be nice that i give him space so he wouldn't think im annoying. but if he decides not to be friends with me anymore because of all the drama that i've caused him.. then i would just accept that and well maybe cry. but if you think about it, i started creating all the drama between us. neeko said that i didn't do anything. if darren didn't give me that note on my birthday (which started all the drama) then karl and i would probably be good friends still. -- maybe it's just not meant to be.
