CuTe DaY.:)

last night, at like 12:00, i was on the fone with brendan for 30 mins!!!!!! hahaha. record breaking. but like we didn't really "talk". we were just on the fone while he was playing xbox and i was watching "she's the man". it was kinda awkward although i love it. coz like.. that shows how the person wants to be with you at the moment.. even though there's really nothing to talk about.. you just want to talk to that person and be with that person.:) AHHH!!!! i love it. omg. so yeah.. we talked for 30 mins.

then AJ and i talked for an hour last night.. he just vented about his ex gf.. but i mean, we talked for an hour..? brendan and i only talked for 30 mins. and it was quiet.. with aj, it was talking the whole time and we were talking for an hour..? sheesh.. that's fucked up.

so today, at like 4:00 brendan called me and i was like you know, what the fuck? he doesn't usually calls me at 4. he usually calls late at night.:) hahah. so i picked up the call and he just called to tell me that he saw Michael Pratt's mom. HAHAH! who he thinks is a hottie. well, she is.. like considering she's already a mom.. she's pretty hott. so yeah.. i should be jealous, but im not.. because i think it's HILARIOUS! haha.:) he's just being a guy and being really funny.:) idk. im not jealous at all.. it's fuckin hilarious.. haha. i couldn't stop laughing awhile ago. i was like "you're such a fruit!!!" hahha.:)

and a few minutes ago, josh called me and he wanted to hang out and stuff.. so he stopped by at my house and yeah. he held my hands and hugged me. im afraid that he's gonna ask me out.. like, all of our friends awhile ago were telling me how he likes me and stuff.. and they're asking me if i like him.. and i was like "kinda.." but idk. like, i kinda like him.. but i really like brendan and i'm waiting for brendan. like, if josh asks me out.. idk what to say.. i would tell him that i just wanna be friends for awhile first.. coz im honestly waiting for brendan..

i used to think it's funny and confusing how ate karla chose phillip over this one guy. this other guy asked her out.. but she really liked phillip and she really wants to wait for him to ask her out.. so she waited for phillip.:)
they happened.. and i really hope that so will brendan and i..:)