how should i feel about this?

so during 2nd hour today, i didn't say a single word to him. and in that class, we have this "guess how many" jar and i didn't wanna guess for this week, so i don't have a guess there.. then brendan asked me and he's like "russel, did u guess?" and i was like not answering him.. and then he tried to make a guess for the jar and then he asked me.. he's like "how many?" and i didn't say anything.. and he's like "aryt, i'll put 20.. ok?" and he did and i just shrugged my shoulders and he's like "what's that for?" and so basically he knew something's wrong with me.. and then he texted me

Brendan: what's your deal? you okay?
Russel: dwbi (meaning, don't worry bout it)
Brendan: okay? you seemed mad at the onyx too.

and then i didn't reply to that.. then when we got back to the classroom, he tried to talk to me and stuff and he sat by me actually.. and then he borrowed my fone. then when it was time to go, we were walking from 2nd hour together and he hit me with his water bottle but like as a joke then he was like

Brendan: what's your deal?
Russel: dnt worry bout it
Brendan: are you mad at me?
Russel: i'm not.
Brendan: okay? then what's your deal?
Russel: don't worry bout it.
Brendan: okay........... whatevahh.

then i just left him there by the senior locker area. then i went to my 3rd hour.. then i got a text message and he's like

Brendan: okay you are obviously mad at me..
Russel: what do u want me to say?
Brendan: tell me why you are mad

then i didn't reply.. but during 5th hour, he texted me back and he's like

Brendan: or not.

so idk. but then i felt bad because i was such a big bitch to him today.. like it's not even funny. i feel really bad. so i texted him tonight and i was like

Russel: hey, sorry i was being a big bitch to you today... sorry.

but he has basketball practice.. so he hasn't replied yet. but idk if he will ever reply to that.. but hopefully he would.. but whether he does or doesn't.. here's my plan:

TOMORROW:
i would go to my 2nd hour really early and i would stick a snicker's bar under his table and i'd text him and i'd be like "check under your desk" and if he sees it and asks what it's for.. i'd be like "sorry for being a bitch to you yesterday. that was really stupid of me."

coz i honestly feel bad but you know? i don't want to tell him why i'm mad at him because i don't know what i want. like, basically i'm mad because of what happened last saturday at the onyx.. and i'm mad at the fact that if he doesn't liek me, then i don't want him to flirt with me because it's like leading me on.. but then at the same time, i want him to flirt with me.. coz i mean.. dude this is like a privilege. like, not all of the girls have the same privilege as i do.. like i know a lot of girls who like him and even popular girls that brendan doesn't even like.. but those girls are dying to get noticed by him.. and like I AM FRIENDS WITH HIM and we're actually on the flirting stage.. so you know? like i've decided that i'll just drop the subject. if he likes me, then that's really good. if he doesn't.. then it's ok.. i still have him as my friend and we're still gonna be friends and i mean, haha for those other girls!