M-A-D

so i definitely posted something that happened today and im frustrated coz i can't see it right now. ugh.. but here.. i found a picture of brendan. it's not all that good coz i just cropped it from our pictures from the redwings trip.. so here it is.:)

but okay, i honestly made a long entry today and i am mad coz it is soo fuckin long and it got deleted. im mad. grr............

but here's a summary:
today i felt the need to not talk to brendan and see if he'll actually come to me instead of me coming to him and without me doing anything to make him to come to me. so then, today he sat next to me since he needed to work with jenny who sat next to me since he's helping her out. this is 2nd hour by the way and we're both student assistants for impaired kids. so anyway, mrs. james asked me to help out nate and i was just doing my government book.. so i stood up.. then when jenny had to be taken to the bathroom, he sat next to me on the other table and i guess he noticed that im not saying anything to him whatsoever.. so he left the table and as soon as he left the table he texted me. and i thought it was my friend. i was just surprised that it was him..

Brendan: is mrs james being a big bitch or what?
Russel: Idk.. (i said only that because i wanted to see if he'll try to get something out of me. haha)
Brendan: o it just seemed like that to me. are u okay? you seem like somethin is up.
Russel: yeah.. it's all good.

so after i got done working with nate.. i sat on the table where he was sitting few minutes ago and he was just walking around. and everytime he'd walk by me.. he'd bump my back with his body. he did that twice and i guess he noticed that i wasn't even saying anything so he pulled up a chair next to me and sat next to me and he's like "so what's the deal with you?" i was like "nothing." and he just sat there with me the whole time.. then he's like "i have a game tonight. you comin?" i was like "depends." he's like "depends on what? if you're still pissin?" and i didn't say anything.

but yeah.. idk. im tired. gotta study. AS IN STUDY TALAGA!