MAJOR update.i guess i kinda left out some stuff from last week.
do u guys remember josh? yeah.. the one who wrapped his arms around me.. and the one who held my hands.. yup. him. he asked me to hang out with him last week. i think it was wednesday.. so after i babysat, i hung out with him. after we hung out, he called me and he asked me out. and of course.. i think u guys all know what my answer was.. i turned him down.. i was really really sorry because i mean, when i told him that i don't want to go out with him, he's like "well.. if things don't work out with that other guy (brendan), give me a call." so that was really sweet. but no, i turned him down..
so two guys asked me out this week.. one was last saturday and the other one was wednesday.
and ok, so yeah.. the other night, brendan called me.. of course it was again 12:00. told you.. late night fone conversations. this was the convo
Russel: hey
Brendan: hi..
Russel: were u sleeping already?
Brendan: yes.. kind of.
Russel: why'd u call me then?
Brendan: 
coz i felt like talking to you...awww....:D that's so cute.
LAST NIGHT:
so i was supposed to meet him at liz's house.. but it never happened. so then i went to liz's house and diontay, jason and james picked us up and we went to downtown. omg. i was so embarassed to be with dion and james because they were sooooo drunk. they can't even stand. when they picked us up, james was still drinking and he couldn't even stand.. so i asked who's driving and he's like "I AM!!!!" and he raised his hand.. and i was like "oh, hell NO! i am not getting in the car with you." but then jason was like "nah, he's not driving.. i am. i got the keys" and he flashed the keys. so then we went to downtown and we went to starbucks.. when we were walking to red knapps, liz asked me to call brendan and here's the convo:
Brendan: what up?
Russel: uhm, where r you?
Brendan: im eating at jimmy johns
Russel: oh.. at downtown?
he said something i didn't understand..:)
Brendan: where are you?
Russel: uhm, walking here at downtown.
then as soon as i said that, i looked at the store window and i saw him eating.. hahaha! so then he smiled at me. he was with brian schnurr. then i opened the door but i was looking at liz.. then i looked back and he threw his food wrapper at me as a joke.. then he picked it up and i was like "nice.. you got me." then he just laughed.. so then we kinda talked for awhile and i was like really uncomfortable since that was the first time we saw each other since we found out that we like each other. and i honestly have looked at brian more than i've looked at brendan that night. well, it was awkward okay! and then liz was like "dude, he looks like he was gonna spider-man kiss you.. coz you were behind him and he was like looking back at you but he was leaning backwards" hahha..:) he shouldve!! but anyway.. so then i told him that we're going to red knapps because liz wanted to get a milkshake.. so then i told him that i'd call him later and stuff..
kilig part:
so then we left jimmy johns and we crossed the street already.. and as soon as we got to red knapps.. i got a text message. and i thought it was from my cousin.. but no.. it was from brendan!! and this is what he said
Brendan: 
Aww You're so cute :) hahahaOMG!!!! hahaha.. sobrang kinilig nalang lola nyo... hahah. sobra tlga!!!! omg. i was ecstatic. i was pumped. i was hyped. shit. omg. that was so cute!! he has never told me that i'm cute whatsoever. so when he said that, i knew he meant it.:) hahaha! i love it. so then when i got home that night, he called me.. then we talked.. then we hung up.. and then as soon as we hung up.. i txted him
Russel: oh and btw, you also looked cute tonight. haha
Brendan: haha.. thanks.
so i didn't reply to that anymore. haha. then this morning at like 12:00, he called me.
Brendan: what up?
Russel: err.. im still sleeping. i'll call you back later
Brendan: what a bum! what are you doing still in bed?
Russel: i am so tired. i was walking for an hour and 30 mins. last night and i talked for 2 more hours on the fone.
Brendan: well i was up late last night and i had basketball practice at 9 today.
Russel: oh im sorry
Brendan: yeah, that's what i thought
Russel: well, im sorry.
Brendan: well aryt, im gonna let you go back to sleep, loser.
Russel: aryt, i'll call you later..
so of course i wasn't able to go back to sleep anymore.. but i thought about it.. if he had basketball practice from 9-12.. and he called me at like 12:30.. that means, im the first person he called when they got done from practice.. coz he would have to change and shit.. so yeah..:) I LOVE IT. LOVE LOVE LOVE..
and pao, you guys are PERFECT couple.. okay? so fuckin shut it.. coz you guys are perfect. haha! i love you bitch.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!