mr. brightside..:)

well i haven't talked to brendan for the past 2 days.. i mean, we didn't really talk when stephanie asked him if he likes me.. then yesterday.. then today.. i tried to text him yesterday but he didn't reply.. idk.

im gonna say that i'm a little bit disappointed because of the fact that he said that he's not ever gonna ask me out--> according to stephanie.. but i mean, let's look at it from the very beginning.. what did i really want to find out?

DOES HE LIKE ME BACK?

and what was his answer to that? HE DOES.

so i got thrilled because i thought he will ask me out.. but then he doesn't wanna.. so i got disappointed, of course. but i mean, all i ever wanted to find out was if he likes me right? and he does.. so I JUST HAVE TO LIVE THE MOMENT.:) having brendan hunt to like me is such a privilege..:) haha. right? like, millions of girls would kill to have him like them.. and he does like me.. so i would just let it..:) and maybe you know? we're better off as friends anyway.. and i would never want to waste our friendship. honestly. he's one of the best guy friends you could ever have.. (even though he could be mean sometimes.. and that just means, he wants your attention.:D) hahaha..:) so i love him.:) and that means.. as my friend.:)

MR. BRIGHTSIDE.. right?