what the heck??

i don't know what the deal is with Karl. but it's honestly bothering me a whole lot. like, these past few days.. he's been flirting with me through text. and i don't know what to do. i've told you guys what he's been telling me for the past few days but wait, there's more. like what happened last night. it was soooo random. yesterday was probably the most boring day of my life. it felt like forever. so i just pretty much slept and when i woke up i saw my fone was blinking, so i grabbed it. i saw there's a text message and bing bing bing.. it's from karl. so i opened the message and this is what he said:

Karl: How's it going beautiful?

so i had the feeling that it's not karl that i was talking to. i felt that it's nick bramson. so i just continued the conversation like the word "beautiful" wasn't there.

Russel: oh, u know.. just getting really bored. what r u up to?
Karl: chillin with taylor and blake. might hang with amanda and meghan later.
Russel: hmm..at least ur somewhere. im jealous.
Karl: it's not for sure.
Russel: that's cool. so r u getting drunk tonight?
Karl: i don't have any goods
Russel: so where r u guys at?
Karl: Blake's.
Russel: So i thought i saw u at the parking lot today. but i wasn't sure if that was you, so i didn't say anything.
Karl: You should've. You could've gotten a ride (wtf right? like, he's saying, he could've given me a ride home?)
Russel: You'd give me a ride home? that's unusual.
Karl: Well next time... we'll go for one hot ride (WTF?! dba?)

i'm so mad coz i mean, what the fuck?? why would u be doing this to me? he knows that i liked him.. so why in the world would he be doing this to me?? i am really mad. like mad coz i don't understand what he's trying to get into. this is a little too friendly but i don't want to react coz he might think that i'm being such a baby about it. like, i know we're starting a friendship.. so i'm afraid to risk anything. so fine, i'll just keep my comments to myself so there wouldn't be any drama. coz i am soo sick and tired of drama. like honestly.

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on another note.. next friday, we don't have school to give way for our PD day again. so liz and i decided that i would sleep over at their house on friday and we would get drinks and get drunk. supposedly we were gonna get weed to get high.. but we didn't want to anymore. so i remembered how brendan and i decided that we were gonna hang out one of these days and get drunk. so i texted him and told him that i could get drinks. and he said that he could hang. and then he told me about his basketball game and he was asking me if i was coming. so i said i might be able to. so yeah.

i don't even know if i should be happy or mad about what happened yesterday. like the earlier texting was good.. but like later on. i don't know.. it got really fucked up with karl. like i guess it did. coz i also invited him to the whole getting high thing and he's like "nah. it's not really my style." and i was like mmkay. like idk. i guess now he thinks i'm a druggy. but whatevs. i shouldn't care right? coz i don't like him anymore. I DON'T KNOW. if he texts me tonight.. then it means, we're cool. but if not.. then i guess he thinks im a slore. (slut+whore=slore).. so yeah. whatevs.