good day.
school was pretty good today. okay im not gonna lie. i guess my mood relies on brendan. it's so stupid, i know. but i can't help it. last night i was crying because it was only last night that it hit me.. brendan's not mine. and i really miss him. i miss his calls at night and his ever-caring fone calls and text messages. but oh well.
so anyway.. as i've said.. school turned out to be okay today. 2nd hour was fun. brendan FLIRTED with me again. he shouldn't. he decided to text me even though he's only 2 seats away from me. here's the convo:
Brendan: you are gay.
Russel: how'd u find out?
Brendan: haha i dunno. just assumed i guess
Russel: haha haven't we established that YOU are the gay one?
Brendan: nope
Russel: that was the longest talk i've had with someone about being gay. haha. well you are anyway.
Brendan: Huh? no im def not gay
Russel: im sure ur not
then he didn't reply anymore. don't know if he didn't wanna.. or if he didn't get my message. but then i got cold and i was freezing.
Russel: IM FREEZING.
Brendan: you can take my jacket
Russel: but it's huge.
Brendan: but it's huge ( he was mocking me)
Russel: fine. give me it.
so he threw it to me and i got it. so i pretty much had it for the whole hour and it was HUGE on me. but hey, i felt like "the girlfriend" at that time. coz his jacket is the school's basketball team jacket.. and it had his last name on the back. so i felt like "mrs. hunt" for an hour.:) haha. then of course we walked together from 2nd hour together. then i saw karl while i was in 2nd hour.. and i saw him down at the cafeteria. he saw me and i didn't say anything.. so he looked back again and so i finally called his name and i said hi. and he said hi back.
so driver's training was also fun today. i had a blast.
before driver's training though, i went to the senior locker area again. because i meet up with heather over there. and i got there early since i got out of 6th hour early. and so i saw brendan and he again whacked me with his car keys. it hit my face. and then liz started talking to him. it was funny.:) coz i don't think he remembers who she is. but it's okay.:)