last night.instead of hanging with nessa last night, i went to liz's house. actually, it's more of we met at starbucks downtown. i bought some hot chocolate since it's freezing outside.. then we started walking to nowhere. well, we didn't really have a place to go.. like we're not really sure where we're walking to.. so we just walked. so when we walked further south (further what now?! hahaha.. lalim nun!) we got to "Main Street" where you can play billiards and shit. we were walking and i saw brian (we call him "link") so we saw him, nick, chris and this other guy.. it got kind of boring.. so liz and i went to the bathroom and honestly, it's the best place to chillax. haha. so we took advantage of it and we sat on the couch there and got cozy.:) we talked about stuff.. and my dream about brendan.. then she let me took a sip of our left-over raspberry smirnoff from the sleep over about a month ago. that was when brendan and i were kind of starting.. and he came over to liz's house. so anyway, about 7 mins. later.. link called us and told us that they're leaving.. liz and i decided to go with them. we went to chris's house.. chillaxed there for awhile.. played some xbox 360 and ps2.. and some psp. HAHA. that kid's got major gadgets. hahah! they played "guitar hero" and liz decided to whack chris's nose with the guitar. HAHAHAH! that was the funniest shit ever. then we decided to go to liz's house..
so that sums up my night last night. then today, i went to jaiden's baptism. it was fun. i hung out with nessa and them. joanna's leaving this tuesday..:( tear tear.
i haven't talked to brendan all weekend. i guess that's my accomplishment. then tomorrow.. i'm gonna make him realize what he's done..:) I'm starting to become a stronger girl.
here's something from myspace that really made me feel strong:
Girls, I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT.