oh so annoying.

last night i went to brendan's basketball game and may i just say that it was such a waste of my $5.00. so here's the story behind that.. i went to his game and i sat there. got there early so at least i thought he'd appreciate it. so then i was like on the look out for sam. i was looking and lookign and i was very very cautious. so i was telling liz "maybe that's sam" like every 5 seconds. i like hit on all the brunettes there. HAHAHA! so i finally gave up since liz was like "you need to chill and not worry about it" so i was like mmkay. then probley after the 2nd half.. this girl yelled out "SAM!!!!!!!!!" and i just about died when i turned my head. wala ng mas bibilis pa sa pag-ikot ng tingin ko kay sam. HAHAHA. so she sat like right next to me. and i just thought that it's funny because of the whole situation. like, brendan knows we're sitting next to each other.. and i know what's goin on. but idk if sam does.. i bet she doesn't. so i just thought it was hilarious. haha. but it was just a waste. idk.

TODAY:
during 2nd hour, brendan wanted to borrow my fone. and he was asking me for it since i'm typing the whole hour anyway.. and he wanted to play brick breaker. so i told him no because i was talking to Paola through AIM and i was texting to stephanie. so i told him NO and he did this little cute thing where when you like plead to someone.. u do that lower lip thing.. and i just about gave in to that.. but i stood strong and i said NO. and i told him to get away from me since i have to do something and i can't really talk and i sound like a man since i have a cold. so he's like "yeah.. you def sound like a man. you're def getting sick" and yeah. that was it. we didn't walk together from 2nd hour coz he was busy.

BREAKING NEWS:
karl and emily went out...? that's what emily said. but idk. i really don't care anymore. i just didn't know. and im shock. so yeah. whatevs.:)

CUTE SOMETHING.......:)
so i've been like crushing on this guy Garette since like i saw him beginning of this year. i didn't know he's new. but i thought i just never saw his face before. so then today, while i was walking to my 3rd hour, i saw sydney, mark and garette altogether. so i gave sydney and mark hugs.. since i didn't really know garette.. it'd be weird to give him a hug. so when i gave those two their hugs, mark and sydney were like "aww.. no hug for garette?" and i was like stunned. so i turned around and i gave garette a hug.. and we kinda talked and stuff coz i thought i saw him last night in main street. so yeah. but i was like OMG because i didn't really think i would ever give him a hug. so then every time i'd see him.. i can say hi to him now. and i give him hugs now. before 6th hour.. i told neeko and liz what happened and i told them that i'm gonna hug him again. so they followed me and i talked to sydney first then i turned around and gave garette a hug. and omg. i felt his chest man. that was CUTE.:) omg. hahahha!

but today in driver's training..well, more of after.. brian was like asking me all these questions about sadie's.. and i think that if it wasn't sadie's.. he would've asked me to it because he was asking me "so wait, did u want me to go to sadie's with you?" and he was asking all these questions about it. i told him that he could join my group if he wants to.. but im not even sure if i wanna ask anyone.. idk. haha. but if i do.. it'd be garette.. but that's like awkward though.. since he's sooooooooooooo effing tall. hahaha! mygod. so idk. hahaha! man, im really whoosh.so yeah.. i feel bad for brian.. but i really wouldn't go to sadie's with him. i said he could join my group if he doesn't get asked and he really wants to go. but not as my date.


OH LOVELY.