oh life can't get any better!

so uhm things have been really stressful for me lately.. obviously. i mean, everything's just seriously falling apart. with garrett and school and family. god. could it be get any worse? well apparently, it could everyday.

today, i don't know what i was thinking but i skipped my 4th hour i tried to call myself out and the school called my mom and told her that i am getting called out and they were just confirming. so to cut the long story short, i told my mom that i didn't wanna go to my 4th hour and im skipping. so she got mad and stuff and im here at home waiting for them to come home in 3 hours and then see what's in store for me. i think my cellfone might get taken away from me again. and i really hope not. but it's really my fault and i guess i have to bear with it. =\

garrett update: he finally came to school today after 2 weeks. i thought he was gonna come and like look normal. but no, today he was on crutches. haha. i felt bad because he was having the hardest time especially because first, his knee hurts.. and then he's too tall for his crutches and then he's having a really hard time. :( i feel really really bad. but i did not wanna go up to him and be like all up in his grill. so i just kinda talked to him today. barely. well he didn't talk to me.. so whatever. but thing is.. numerous people have asked me today "what happened to him? did he break his leg?" and many more questions. they've asked me questions like he's my boyfriend. i mean, i love it. i wanna be his girlfriend but i dnt know. i respect the fact that he doesn't want a girlfriend. im cool with that. he needs to focus with his studies and so do i. like I REALLY HAVE TO!

I NEED TO PRIORITIZE. im having difficulties in my classes because i don't prioritize. i have too many stuff goin on and i really need to start focusing more on studies and less of everything else. I HAVE A MME TEST ON THE 13th OF MARCH! i need to study for that. like MAJOR. so, idk. we'll see. :(