relaxxi would say "chillax" but whatevs. anyway, i don't know about me and garrett. even i am getting tired of the whole thing. like, seriously. i know everybody's tired of hearing about garrett. so whatever.
last wednesday morning, since i didn't get my fone back yet, brendan texted my mom's fone. he texted around 8:52 in the morning and he's like
Brendan: hey call me around eleven today if you wanna do something..
and around 12:50 he texted again and was like
Brendan: hey you there?
of course i didn't get either of the text till 6:00. so i replied and i was like
Russel: hey i didn't know u wanted to hang out. u could've told me last night when u called me. but anyway, im free tonight.. so if you still wanna hang...
Brendan: i got pistons tickets. i'll call u later after the game. sounds good?
Russel: why am i not with you then? (i said that as a joke)
Brendan: because you are gay and don't have a fone for me to even ask you to go.
Russel: wait, were u gonna ask me to go to the game with you?
Brendan: yeah. i got extra tickets all the time
I STARTED FREAKIN OUT!!!
if i had my fone with me, i could've spent the night watching the beautiful pistons basketball game with brendan. like how many girls would seriously trade places with me?! my godd. i was the first person he thought of too! coz he didn't know the night before.. he just found out the next morning. he had basketball practice at 8:30. so meaning he found out around that time and he texted me first as soon as he found out. aww.. i missed it though. soo mad. i asked him that night why he didn't ask sam to go with him and he's like "because we broke up"
so there you go. but see.. i could care less if he like uses me so to speak. i mean, i know so well that im like his rebound girl. and i honestly don't care because i don't like him like that anymore. and if he like uses me.. it's fine with me i guess. like, i know that sounds dumb if you look at it that way.. but like all im saying is, it's okay with me if he uses me. like no hard feelings on my part. because i don't like him anymore. so i really could care less. it doesn't mean that i would be like a slut to him.. i just meant that i wouldn't fall for him just coz he's being all sweet to me. coz i know he's just doing that because he's brendan and he's gonna try to make u fall for him. that's brendan right there.
I REALLY DON'T LIKE BOYS ANYMORE.
thank you.
