SADIE'S=FIRST KISS :D

so what happened?

i took a shower at 11:30 and attempted to scrunch my hair.. but that didn't happen anymore. so i re-washed my hair and just blow dried it and just kind of poofed it.. u know? at like 2:00, i went to lakeside for my make-up appointment and i didn't go to MAC. i went straight for Bobbi Brown.:) ahha. dude, i love their lipgloss. then around 3:45 i went to liz's.. i did her hair and make up. and then mary came.. and then at like 6 something, he picked us up and drove us to sara's house.. then we took pictures there.. and his car is sooooo cute.:) hahaha! oh wait, shit. i can't say cars are cute. uhm, his car is HOTT. just like the driver.:) hahaha

so something cute happened that i won't say here.. but then we got to the dance and he asked me if i wanted to get dropped off at the front since im wearing a dress and it's snowing outside.. and i said no. so we walked all the way from the parking lot to the entrance and i was FREEZING. so he asked me

Garrett: are you freezing?
Russel: yeahhhh.....
then he hugged me all the way to the entrance..:) it was soo cute.

then at the dance we were soooo grinding. HAHA. and it was hott. last night was full of me hiding secrets from garrett. well it's not like secrets, but im just embarassed. haha! because i did stupid stuff.. and im capable of doing stupid stuff. so after the dance, he's like

Garrett: stay here. i'll warm up the car for you and pick u guys up here.

awww..:D so anyway, after the dance he dropped me off at liz's house and him and sidney got something.. and him, sidney, mary and i chilled in his car and drove around after they got back. after driving around, i was kind of like drunk because i just drank hypnotiq.. yeah that's how it's spelled. he didn't even wanna share it with anyone. he just wanted to share it with me but everyone ended up having a little bit.. then we watched pirates of the carribean.. then garrett had to drop sidney off.. so he left and while he was gone, i was talking to carlene and she was teaching me how to kiss.. and as soon as she said "I'm trying to teach russel how to kiss" to everyone.. garrett showed up from downstairs.. and i was like "shhh carlene" and i went downstairs to him and he was like smiling and he's liek "what's that all about?" and i was like "nothing" but then i've kept like 298374 other secrets from him that night and he's liek "you're gonna end up not telling me all this.. you just keep on sayin you'll tell me later.. but u wouldn't"

FIRST KISS PART:
so i didn't know that people pulled out the bed from liz's pull out couch downstairs.. and so garrett and i decided to lay on the bed.. he let me lay in his arms.. kinda like when guys put their arms around you.. well it was like that.. so my head was on his left shoulder since i was on his left side.. and our faces were so close to each other.. we were watching family guy and the episode got done.. liz turned off all the lights and garrett and i decide to just turn off the tv.

it was so dark downstairs and since our faces were so close to each other, i looked up and i saw him staring at me.. and i just stared back. then i was kinda laughing because it was getting awkward just mushy staring at each other.. and next thing i know... his lips were touching mine! it was the first kiss so i didn't know what to do.. so i just followed his lead. we were making out. like tongue and all that involve! hahaha! my goodness.

then he kinda did something stupid which i wouldn't say here.. but i told him that i'm not gonna do anything with him that night.. so he kinda backed off and he's like "oh you don't wanna do anything?" and i was like "no. i'm sorry" and i was asking him if he was mad or disappointed, and he's like "no.. it's okay" then we started makin out again.:) it didn't last that long. idk why. but it didn't.

but after that, we spent the night just staring at each other, holding hands, cuddling and whispering to each other.:) it was like we were a couple even just for one night. we ended up sleeping, well for the most part.. he slept and i couldn't sleep because all i could do was stare at his face.. becuase the whole night, i was just laying in his arms.. and his other arm was wrapped around me.:) it was so cute. we were like a couple! then he had to leave at 7:00 in the morning because liz's mom was gonna wake up anytime soon and we just kinda snuck him in for the night.. so he wouldn't have to worry about driving home drunk.

when i woke him up i asked if he thinks he can drive home.. and he said yes.. then he put on his shoes and just like stared at me.. then he gave me a hug.. while we were on the couch-slash-bed-where-we-made-out. hahaha. dude, i woke up in his arms! it was so cute! then i asked him if he still wants his hypnotiq and he asked if i knew where it was and i said yeah.. then i like grabbed it from the side of the bed. then he stood up and i stood up and he hugged me again and he went outside to his car..:)

the hypnotiq tastes like ur regular gatorade.. but it like honestly burns you up inside. hahaha. that and strawberry cough aren't a good match.:)

so that was long.. thank you for reading.. and goodnight. for pictures, i'll upload some later.:)