update.

so we had a snowday on monday and tuesday. so that meant i had 3 extra days not to see garrett. it actually saved me from like too much awkwardness from last saturday. but you know.. after tuesday, i was glad we had school the next day because i couldn't wait to see garrett. haha.

yesterday:
garrett and i saw each other for the first time after sadie's and it was quite awkward at first, but it wasn't really. we like went back to the way we were before. well not totally since we talk more now and hug more. hahaha. i forgot what happened yesterday but i can just remember some highlights.:) it was before 5th hour and that was when i heard that garrett thinks i hate him. i didn't want him to think that. so while walking to 5th hour garrett was walking infront of me and liz and liz was pushing me into him so i could tell garrett that i don't hate him.. but everytime liz would push me, i would back off.. so then she decided to slap garrett's ass and that was the exact same moment that i tried to hit him with my notebook. so he looked back and saw us and i was like "omg im so sorry that wasn't my hand.." then he was just like "i feel so violated now.." hahaha. then after school, i wanted to talk to him and tell him that i don't hate him.. so while i was talking to him, his friends were around and they were like "is she your girlfriend? is she your girlfriend?" and it was so awkward and we both didn't know how to answer it so i just looked away and i didn't see his reaction to that question but when i looked back at him, he was smiling.:) then tony put his arms around garrett and he was telling me something about how i treat garrett and that i was treating garrett right or something. it was hilarious. but then they had to leave and i had to leave too. so we said bye.-- that was a happy day right there.

today:
i honestly f*ckin thought that he was avoiding me. before 5th hour though, while we were walking, he kept on smiling and i asked him if he was mad at me because he seemed like it. he said no and he said that he was just having a bad day. his police radar got stolen and it's worth like $350 dollars. so he was pissed. then he told me that everything just kinda piled up. he got grounded and then the radar got stolen. it kinda relieved me, but idk. he still seemed so weird though. and he was in my lunch today since he skipped his 4th hour and he was pms-ing. he hasn't told me that time yet though why he was..

i don't know. i soooooo hope that he's not gonna like be a bitch to me anymore. becuase i would honestly cry my heart out if he does. like no other.