another good-bad-good day?

yesterday i went to the spanish field trip. it was fun but the food was gross. let me tell you i almost got sick. yes, it was a good day with garrett. kind of. i walked him to class. then i got back to school around 2:30. as paige was driving me home, liz called me and told me that she and steph are on their way to mary's house. to cut long story short, i got pissed at them for not calling me. they assumed that i wouldn't get back till 4 so they left. i was just pissed that i did not take any of their million fone calls that night.

today
mary and i skipped 1st hour and we hung out in the elevator. the first time that someone turned it on, we freaked out only to find out that it was garrett. we brought him to the third floor and brought him back to the first floor. so mary and i chilled in the elevator again and someone pressed for the elevator again. it was mrs. crowell. oh my good lord. i was so afraid but we just acted like we had the right to be there. so aka we didnt get caught but that was really close. liz said something to me before 4th hour that made me cry. we're kind of rocky right now. same with me and neeko. so today, i broke down after 5th hour. i talked to liz and neeko and i was crying. garrett saw me and i was really embarassed because of course i dnt want him to see me cry. like that's just weird.

so lauren, mary, steph and liz were like around me while i was crying and we were exchanging hugs and then garrett saw that i was crying so he was asking what was wrong and stuff. i was still crying and he didn't even leave. he was just standing there by his locker looking at us and trying to figure out what was wrong. so everybody was like "russel.. he wants to talk to you" and i started laughing a little bit because i honestly did not want him to see me. so i was whispering to my friends "dont let him see me. i look like shit" but still, they were like "omgg u need to talk to him. look, he's standing right there." so stephanie carried/drag me to the post near garrett's locker and left me there to talk to garrett. i saw garrett and he was smiling. so i looked away and turned around. i hugged the post instead. i was also yelling "stop looking at mee.. i look like shit". but that didn't stop stephanie.. she pushed/threw me to garrett. i tried to avoid him and i did. then stephanie yelled "you missed him" and so i was just pretty much laughing and garrett was too. so then i hugged him and he hugged me and he didn't even like move. he just chilled there and leaned by his locker and he was like "so what's wrong?" and i was like "stuff" but i realized that we're gonna be late if we dont leave now. so i told him that i will just tell him on aim.

after 6th hour.. i gave him another hug just to thank him and i was liek "thanks" and he's liek "what for?" and i was like "uhmm idkk.. just uh idkk" haha i could not explain let me tell u :) hahaha

but okay, signing off of aim's not good when i got there.

good or bad day?