sooo..

"EXPECT NOTHING && YOU WILL NEVER BE LET DOWN Dont ever look forward to anything good happening and when something good does happen You'll be the happeiest person alive"-- kierston

she's right u know :] that's exactly how i felt when i went to homecoming with Jon and when i went to sadie's with garrett. i didnt expect anything because i knew that it might not turn out the way i wanted it to be and i will get depressed. it's kinda hard but i mean.. you just really gotta LIVE THE MOMENT :) and everything will fall in the right places :)

not seeing garrett for the whole spring break kinda makes me not want him anymore? idk.. but honestly I HAD FUN this break. it was amazing.

*stole a car
*had mary (who only had her permit) drive the car without an adult with us
*went to lifetime without causing any troubles
*got away with everything
*snuck out of my house
*snuck someone in heather's house :)


and there's more that i couldnt even remember.. but all i know is, i had fun. with my bestestfriends in this whole country america :) hahahah :) i loveee it. i dont need boys to make me happy. i just need to move on :]

and guess what? i might even go to mary's party next weekend without garrett :) im still thinking about bringing him. but i dont think i want to. i dont know. should i? hahahah

life is getting betterrrr :)
i love godd and my friends :)