hmmm. you're cool :)

yesterday all i did since i got home was to sleep :) it was funnn.
i forgot to do all of my homework and i just slept through the day :) im tired. leave me alone.
while in the middle of a conversation with emily btaggz (a different emily), she just randomly told me

Emily: oh. he just checked you out.
Russel: what?? garrett?! how?!
Emily: he was just kinda like looking at you.. from your head.. then all the way down.

i was so happy like no other.

so then i got home and as i have said.. i slept through the day and guess what? at around 10:13 pm.. guess who called me? MY VERY OWN KYLA OLIVES! :) i talked to her and luisa for about 3 hours on the fone. it seemed soooo short. seriously. we got the chance to catch up with things and stuff like that. it was sooo much fun. 3 hours wasnt enough but it was already 1:00 in the morning and it was a thursday night. kyla had to take a shower and i had to sleep because i still had to wake up 4 hours later :) it was greattt. i really really miss her. and luisa as well. if only i can talk to the whole "chicklets" like that. it'd be priceless.

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todayy

today was a crazy day. honestly.
what crazy things did i do?
hmmm.. i'll tell you what.

we all know that juniors arent supposed to go out to lunch, right? well today, i did anyway. and you know what's funny? i was with liz and lauren.. and not one of us have our license. liz and i only have our permit and lauren doesnt even have anything. butttt... she drove!! and whose car did we use? cody's. cody doesnt know that we took his car. but seriously guys.. we could've gotten in so much trouble because first, we werent suppose to leave school because we're only juniors and only seniors are allowed to go out to lunch.. second, none of us have our license.. and lauren doesnt even have anything for her to be driving! damnn. and when we got to speedway, i even saw brendan there. crazyyy.

then while i was out at the parking lot, guess what i did? yupp.. i did something sooo pathetic beyond belief. cody's car was parked right across garrett's.. so i decided to take a picture of his car because i miss it soooooo sooooo much :( pathetic, right? hmm.. greatt.

and oh. i talked to all of my ex-crushes this year? i talked to Jon (homecoming date), Karl and Brendan. but you know what's funny? i talked to all of them but i didnt even talk to garrett :(

well today with garrett was kinda fun. he kinda tried to talk to me today but i didnt want to. (even though kyla and everyone else is telling me to talk to him :\)

HELPPPP!

--oh and i saw matt today. pretty awkwarddd