i just really would like to knoww

why is it that every single time that I think we’re finally okay, everything fuckin falls apart again? everytime I try to make it seem like everything’s great, everything’s finally all better, I hear another story that never fails to break my heart all over again. I am soooo sick and tired of it, honestly.

I am truly glad that I have friends who I can confide my problems with. I am so happy that I have these friends that always supports me and have my back literally 24/7.

Tonight was fun except for that little interesting story but other than that, I had such an amazing time with my friends and of course, I had the best time with emily babbii :) i honestly probably wouldve never survived this night without her. don’t know what I would do without herr :)