insecurities

so we all know that im one crazy jealous bitch, right? so ive been really really jealous of this one girl who went to my old school [yes, Assumption]. im not gonna mention any names but well, she's rich, she's smart (according to rumors, she's not anymore), she's pretty and she's tall (the one thing im not ahahahah). so you know, i got really really insecure of her. because of what happened in the past. as in, WAYYYY back then.. we hate each other. well, i dont anymore. i really could care less. i think she feels the same way but we just really dont like each other. so today, i went on my multiply and i uploaded pictures and stuff. you know? the usual. and then i saw her multiply. so i looked and stuff.

WOW she's gained so much weight, it's crazy. hahaha i dont really feel insecure of her anymore. not that im trying to put her down or anything. im just expressing that i wasted like at least 2 years of my life feeling insecure of this girl and i just realized that quite frankly, there's nothing to be insecure about. she's unique and im unique. we all are. so you know? never be insecure. it's a waste of time :)

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IM INLOVE WITH SUMMER!

i love love love how my summer's goin so far. i havent been home much since summer began. ive been partying a lot and stuff. crazyyyyy :) i love my summer senior year!
can u believe, I will be umm scratch that. I AM a senior chick? hahahah i love it!! :)

so maybe.. just, maybe. i might have a little thing for someone new? ahhh
he's so nice and funny. and nice. and funny. and funny. and did i mention he's funny?

he makes me laugh so much it's crazy.
we've been texting A LOT lately. actually since the day i met him. he's really funny. last night, he was up till 3 in the morning.. and so was i. he asked me to pull an all nighter with him. but he got so into halo that i fell asleep on him hahaha i thought he was sleeping already coz he just stopped texting. then around 5, i got a message and apparently, he was still up then. and then he fell asleep for like an hour. hahaha he's so funny.

ANNNNDDDDD carly has this aww cute cousin :) he's really cute. his name's Skyler. he's a freshman college in U of M and he's so cute :) hahahah she said ive helped her so many times so she'll help me. so i talked to him a few days ago and stuff. it was cute. he's also funny. IM NOT KIDDING.

AHHHH!!! being single's the way to go :) see?

THANK YOU GARRETT for making my life so miserable when i liked you.

you made me r e a l i z e I can do SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU :)