rewiiindd :)

ha wow. so i went through all of my friends on friendster today and this particular person struck me.

back in AA, as in back in the old days ha.
sooo this kid and i were an issue. as in na-link kami and i have no idea how it started. basta i remember, nung grade 7 ako (sulyap lahi days) na-link kami sa isa't isa. very very hot issue un kasi mejo may problem pa sila nung isang friend ko. kasi they went out. naging sila. so sobrang init ng issue na un. everybody thought i was a fuckin homewrecker.

so idk, while lookin at some of the pictures, i just realized na i shouldve known better. i mean, okay naman xa. pero nung time na may issue kami, i was like the sideline. parang ung friend ko parin ung nasa pedestal. parang ako ung girl na parati nyang tinatawagan and everything. it's like idk.. hindi naman kasi clear what we had pero nakakainis lang, now that i think about it. parang, wtf? im so mad. sobrang the whole thing was just wrong right from the very beginning kasi eh. we started off nung hindi maganda ung relationship nila nung friend ko. so parang ang labas, i was this homewrecker bitch that ruined their fuckin relationship.

idk, sayang but idk. i honestly dont even know what to say. all i can say is.. miss ko lang talaga xa. kasi parang the whole time na may thing ako para saknya, we talked about everything, everyday. parating pag introuble xa or ako, kausap namin isa't isa. tapos parati lang talaga kaming naguusap. it was fun while it lasted. pero whatever. im over it :(